when i was young, i wanted to be a ballerina but mom said the lessons were too expensive and she can’t afford to enroll me to a ballet school. being used to living a life with limited resources, i understood mom was having difficulties with our finances and so i was fine with it. being content with self study and practice, i grew up having a lot of interests which i wasn’t able to pursue and talents that i haven’t been able to develop fully. now that im grown up, i find myself in an unstable ground where my path is far from the things that my heart has always desired.
once upon a time… i dreamed of being a painter, a pianinst, an opera singer, a stage actress, but most especially, a BALLERINA.
now… i know how to draw, play the guitar, sing, act and dance.
but i dont want to just KNOW. i want to be really good at it and excel on the field. i guess im far from what i really want huh?
*sigh*
I HATE BEING A MEDIOCRE.

hmmm..halos pareho tayo ng experience…. but what is funny in my life is….along the path I met people and opportunities….kahit mahirap….i faced it all! even sometimes with difficulties and failures. Ganoon siguro if you want to follow your dreams…gagawin mo ang lahat, despite of the travails and failures that goes with it at the beginning..pero isa ang natutunan ko dito..when one pursues his dream with a heart…
….hindi mahalaga ang mga times na one failed…
….na lahat ng pinagdadaanan mo ay preparatory lamang to what your heart really desires..
…….never be afraid even if what you see at the end of the tunnel is a flickering light, kasi kahit papano may kutitap…follow that with faith in God and in yourself.
….at end of the line. it doesnt matter if you failed in following a dream…what matter most is that you have tried with the best of your efforts, determination and abilities.This is itself is your winning crown…wear it with pride!
Happy week-end kaibigan..
ako graduate ng commerce, naging makati boy..as in work me sa metrobank….then one day sabi ko…hindi ito ang buhay na tatahakin ko….i followed my dreams….hayun…now…IM happy and fulfilled….meron pa ring ups and downs ng buhay…pero ang mahalaga natagpuan ko ang hinahanap ko…..
tinatahak ko ang landasin ng buhay….inday Jhaynee
try to learn by your self
minsan… you have to do something na out of the normal context to achieve what you want.
akon ya, when i was young, i used to be a bayle-rino. tap-ok pirme yab-ok sa sulod baylehan kag.
Wow galing galing naman ni shayne. Im so proud of you hihihi. Alam mo ba kung bakit di kita pinayagan mag-ballet bukod sa wala tayong pera {masyado kang sosyal, ang arte mo! mahirap lang tayo!} eh dahil hindi mo ginagawa ang mga duties mo sa school. Tingnan mo ngayon di mo tinapos ang powerpoint ng report mo dahil nag-plurk ka! hahaha. Goodluck sa Thursday!
Hello! Pupurihin kita sa painting mo ha, ang galing. Ang pagkakaalam ko mahirap magdrawing gamit ang oil pastels di ba?
Just follow your dream, pray and work hard.
Godbless!
i can’t believe you’re the one who painted this!wow.
well, God has plans for you. dun worry.
Go pursue your dreams, study whenever you have the chance and you will find yourself learning and soon you’ll excel on it.
Nothing is impossible if we seek help from Him. =)
Ganda ng pagkagawa ng drawing kakaiba. cguro sa mga nabangit mo di mo na kailangan yan dahil cguro maxado kang talented at isa pa sa painting pa lang may abilidad na. cguro magagawa mo yan in your own kung gugustuhin mo without any help for your mom. as it proves na talented ka nga.
great hands you got and such a great talent to treasure. God have gifted you a best talent.
I admire you for having all these.
no, you’re almost at it. just find time and the determination to pursue the things that make happy, whatever happens
wow! talented ka gd yah! tapusa anay eskwela mo tapos enroll ka kay ma’am anie..lapit lang gd da sa UP..hehehe
Keep it UP girl!
may plurk ka na gali? hmmppp???
Biga-biga?! wahaha…parang alam ko ibig sabihin nun hahaha. Lantod mo talaga!
mwaaah bebe!
ganda nung paintings… dami mong talento.. kainggit
hehe dream mo pala yan ibig sabihin naging dancer ka muna kung ano2 bago ang balerina hehe kung tama lang naman ako sa hula ko hehe…
*sigh*
hirap talaga kapag di mo ma-pursue ung mga gusto mo, kaya mga ipinagpipilitan ko sa magulang ko na hindi ako dito sa bulacan magka-college
btw, ate. ngaun ko lang naasikaso ung sa hosting mo
senxa na, gulong gulong buhay ko eh. nakaregister na ba ung domain mo na hinulugangpakpak.com?
Busy na bebe ko..di na nag-uupdate. Gumagawa ng report hihi. Anyway tama yan bebe, ng hindi masayang pinapaaral namin sayo. wahaha. Labyu!
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hehe, nakaktuwa naman.. sayang nga di ka nakapag ballet, ako kc di pumasok sa isip ko yang pag baballet.. siguro boyish ako nun.. hehehe.. di pa naman huli ang lahat malay mo.. pag di ka na super busy.. e di, kumuha ka ng class.. pag summer..