The rain made a deafening sound as it falls on the roof. A loud roar of heaven’s grief, yet it was the same sound that my ears have always loved. Just like any other photograph, the rain never failed to make me recall memories that have ones lingered with freshness. 

Today, however, was a different case. It was with the rain that my doubts with the future came. When hesitation filled my mind and it conquered me whole. It was with every drop of water that fear suddenly came into me.

Then i realized, everything ahead of me after college was a path of uncertainty. 

It finally dawned into me that i will be leaving my confort zone some time soon. This very spot where I am at right now will no longer be with me to give me the same homey feel when I am in a jungle of harsh realities. Heck, I don’t even have concrete plans yet. I don’t know if I should go into public or private accounting. If i should go abroad or stay in the Philippines.

For the longest time since the past five years, I have repeatedly asked myself if I was really meant for this career. I never had an inclination nor did I have an interest in it so I had this huge fog inside my head blurring everything out. All these questions bugged me until I finally decided to stop thinking about it.

I’ll take one step at a time, and pray that God teaches me the right path.

 

 

Ganyan talaga kapag

nabasa ka sa ulan,

umuwi ka ng bahay,

walang tao, at

wala kang susi.

syet!